(Sunday, June 15, 2008/12:37 PM)
attitude
[KAA] Azumanga Daioh - 21
[15:01/24:10] [-------|---]
well looks like that morning attitude thing didn't get to me.
i'm still lazy to think up of something.
i also haven't found anything nice to put up as a skin yet.
oh well.
not like i need one anyway.
clear night
TENMON & Eiichiro Yanagi
ef - a tale of memories Original Soundtrack 2~fortissimo
[0:04/02:05] [|----------]
it's not my fault.
after all i need to get inspiration to write something don't i.
it might be fiction.
but just look around.
this fiction is closer than you think.
fairytale dreams and perfect worlds.
this utopia is what you might get.
if you can even see it that way.
i have to stop this somehow.
change for the greater good.
maybe if i could turn a little.
oh the difference it would make.
i sometimes contemplate my life as a whole.
going through it piece by piece.
and wondering why i don't regret a bit of it.
well maybe one thing i'm dissatisfied with is.
that for now.
there's no one i can really help.
but no news is good news.
probably.
i'm pretty useless anyway.
the future is uncertain.
but fiction is nearer than you think.
so maybe i'll just continue.
putting my trust into this road.
hoping that it'll lead to somewhere good.
and even if it doesn't.
i'll know that at least i tried.
the reality is there.
even in fiction.
i know that's what happens most of the time.
maybe that's because they give up.
it's not easy to persevere in the first place.
what a tragedy.
whatever might happen though.
i'm not going to lose sight.
of the small glimmer that hovers above me.
because somehow.
just somehow.
i know.
that if i wait.
as long as i don't lose that small glimmer.
i know.
that my dream.
this fiction that is closer than it seems.
this utopia that i though could never exist in this modern no-nonsense world.
will appear right before me.
or behind.
but i will know.
and i will turn around to greet it.
[KAA] Azumanga Daioh - 21
[15:01/24:10] [-------|---]
well looks like that morning attitude thing didn't get to me.
i'm still lazy to think up of something.
i also haven't found anything nice to put up as a skin yet.
oh well.
not like i need one anyway.
clear night
TENMON & Eiichiro Yanagi
ef - a tale of memories Original Soundtrack 2~fortissimo
[0:04/02:05] [|----------]
it's not my fault.
after all i need to get inspiration to write something don't i.
it might be fiction.
but just look around.
this fiction is closer than you think.
fairytale dreams and perfect worlds.
this utopia is what you might get.
if you can even see it that way.
i have to stop this somehow.
change for the greater good.
maybe if i could turn a little.
oh the difference it would make.
i sometimes contemplate my life as a whole.
going through it piece by piece.
and wondering why i don't regret a bit of it.
well maybe one thing i'm dissatisfied with is.
that for now.
there's no one i can really help.
but no news is good news.
probably.
i'm pretty useless anyway.
the future is uncertain.
but fiction is nearer than you think.
so maybe i'll just continue.
putting my trust into this road.
hoping that it'll lead to somewhere good.
and even if it doesn't.
i'll know that at least i tried.
the reality is there.
even in fiction.
i know that's what happens most of the time.
maybe that's because they give up.
it's not easy to persevere in the first place.
what a tragedy.
whatever might happen though.
i'm not going to lose sight.
of the small glimmer that hovers above me.
because somehow.
just somehow.
i know.
that if i wait.
as long as i don't lose that small glimmer.
i know.
that my dream.
this fiction that is closer than it seems.
this utopia that i though could never exist in this modern no-nonsense world.
will appear right before me.
or behind.
but i will know.
and i will turn around to greet it.